Hello!!!

Be warned that there is bound to be a lot of sappy love thoughts here along with TONS of thoughts about my inexplicably wonderful girlfriend, Janna. Im sure anyone who is bored enough to frequent this area of the web will surely want to puke or kill me. Either way, again, this is more for me than anyone else so if you dont like it, get the hell out. :-D

I really want to keep this more of a diary for what I like to think of as relationship insurance. I think its rare enough already for someone to feel as strongly about their boyfriend/girlfriend as I do towards mine, let alone make that last. In relationships ive been in previously it always seems like I "get bored" for lack of a better word. I really think I just forget what the other person means to me or how much I truly appreciate them. Getting caught up in the hustle bustle of the world sucks and hopefully I can keep track of what is really important in this world by keeping track of it here. So hopefully, if Im ever in that mindset where working to make things work seems like it isnt really worth it, I can come here or someone can send me something from it to snap me back into the reality where I remember how much in love I am and all the reasons I am that way. The reality where I remember it might be my last hour to share with the woman I love and I had better make it happy because being sad or upset just isnt really worth it.

Wow, I sound like Im depressed or some shit. Im not and if you know me then youll know Im not. Im just so madly in love that sometimes I think crazy stuff. That and Im an over worrier. I think that is a word. Anyway, I hate having my girlfriend 800 miles away because I worry about her constantly. Not that having her here with me would make me worry any less but I could just drive over to her place and make sure shes doing ok.
So tomorrow evening I am leaving for Las Vegas. I need to pack and do lots of things and even more, I need to stop rambling. No one, not even me, wants to read a novel about me.