Emails and Miles

Since October 5th of last year, Ive sent Janna about 127 emails. Probably a few more than that but thats how many ive got back from her and most times she rights back. Anyway, since I started dating her, weve been in a long distance relationship. One might think that starting and maintaining a relationship over 500 miles away might be tough but it really wasnt hard at all. I never had any mistrust in her or felt like we werent having a gratifying relationship. I never once had any "this isnt worth it" thoughts. All I have ever felt was like half of me was missing. I know it sounds cliche but its true. Ya know the feeling when you wear a piece of jewelry like a ring or a necklace for a really long time and then lose it? That is how I feel every time I am without Janna. It is the feeling that nothing is really wrong but something is just missing. In about 2 months, hopefully I will never have to feel that feeling again. Janna will be in Maryland and so will I. Then all will be right in the world.